Past Relationships

“You loved the idea of you and me, but not me, not really.” –Amanda, The Holiday

I think this applies to all my past relationships. I think guys in general like the idea of a girl like me, but then when they get to know me they decide that they aren’t good enough for me. Which actually really sucks. I’m so tired to being told that I’m too good! When will a guy “Man up” and be a man that deserves someone like me. I don’t play head games. I will admit when I’m wrong about something. I am pretty level headed. I hate drama in my life. I get along with most people. I am kinda picky about guys, but I know what I like and what I don’t like and I’m honest about it. I won’t lead anyone on. I honestly don’t understand why I can’t find a good guy. Almost every guy I’ve ever dated is married, not to say that I’ve dated a lot. Really only 2 long relationships all the others were only a few months long. So what’s wrong with me? Am I too good/nice/normal for guys? Do guys like drama in their lives and like to fight with their girlfriend? Do guys like things to be complicated? I don’t understand. One day I will find a guy that will be MAN enough to want to be with me forever. Until that day I guess I will have to kiss a few more frogs until I find my prince.